♥ CrazY ReAlitY anD faNtaSy

♥ Sunday, December 13, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

Today? It's December 12,2009.. Just sitting here on the couch at my room while typing infront of my laptop and listening music... again, boredome push me through in posting here at my blog..
(sigh)..I miss going to school already.. I've been absent since last wednesday because of an itsy bitsy but deadly mosquito...haha! anyway, just let me narrate to you my survival days...hehe

Tuesday afternoon (December 1,2009), during our P.E. class, we were practicing our dance for fieldemo and I started not feeling well.. until it was done and we started doing our parol as project in Chemistry, I became not functional in the group. When i went home, I continued doing our project in human develoement where in I edited our videos and ate dinner at a very late time and that was the only time I took my medicine and when I checked my temperature it was already 39 so I took some rest. Wednesday morning, I still pushed myself to go to school.. walking through our subdivition, I felt so dizzy that I almost fainted.. I just took some sleep when I finally rode at the bus. When I got there, it was still early for my first class so I decided to sit at the garden where I waited for my blockmates. I was already crying thattime because I was alone and I feel so much bad... I feel like vomiting, dizzy and lousy.. atlast! one of my blockmates came, it was Kim, a tear finally dropped at my eye as I saw him.. He told me to go home because I really look so pale and needing a rest badly but I refused because I thought of our chemistry lab that morning. Other blockmates came, and they were also telling me to go home or just even go to our clinic and have some check-up but I still refused. I still want to ask my professor if our lab is postponed. Finally, it was 8am, I really feel bad already, so I asked Kim to come with me at the clinic. When I was walking, I saw our professor so I asked him immediately and he told me that it was postponed so he allowed me to go home. I waited for a bus to arrive and it took me a long time in waiting and when I finally sat down, I imeediately fell asleep without having any care what's happening around me. I really laid down at myseat and made my bag as my pillow in my head. I felt worst when I rode at the jeepney, myself really want to faint already. I texted my mom to pick me up at the guard house of our subdivition so I don't need to walk and when I finally got home, I walked straight to my bed and slept. It was already afternoon when I woke up. I still don't feel good. and when they thecked my temperature, it was already 39.9!!! For four days I always don't have the apetite to eat any food.. I always feel dizzy and vomiting. My fever only went down once, it was last thursdaywhen I had 37.5 then it went up again to 39.8...Friday night, I felt like giving up already so I told my mom to bring me to the hospital.. Saturday afternoon, she brought me there and the hospital recomended me to go to the emergency room already.. and they got my vital signs,took some blood, had a skin test, put dextrose and Iwaited there until my room was fixed. I was confined at room 207. For six days of confinement, I felt a lot of pain.. I already get used to in getting my blood... I had it for 8 times I think. One of the most painful thing I had there was the blood transfusion, where in they transferred cryoprotein in my body using the dextrose because my platelet count is continuosly dropping from 260 up to 84,. My mom cried because she knew I was in danger and unfortunately my blood type B+is very hard to find for my blood transfusion. They've called every hospital but there's none, even the red cross or bloo bank. One of the hospitals got one but they refused to sell it to us, until thank God, St. Lukes had so that same day, they went there and bought the blood and immediately after checking it at the laboratory for blood match they transferred it to me....and take note, they have transferred 4bags of it "continuously!!". oooh, it was too painful that my right hand's vein swollen. Since then, everytime any medicine is injected to my dextrose it was always painful. After 5days of my right hand suffering from the dextrose, the doctors decided to take it out. it was a bit painful also because it already swollen. After a couple of minutes, a doctor came back aand she said that I need to be dextrose again... This time at my left hand.. ooooooh!!!! it was a bit paiful because a needle will be inserted to ur vein. What I only had fun in the hospital are the people who visited me every day. I felt their care and it was very touching :) Some even came from Manila and yet they had visited me. while others immediately came when they new that I was confined in the hospital. It was Wednesday (December 8,2009) when I felt better, and also my platelet count went up to 110 where in it came from 84...and the normal platelet count is 200.. I thought I could go home on thursday but the doctors still didn't allow me because it still not 200 and they were afraid that it woud drop again if I'll go home so they took my blood again thursday afternoon and I already have 164 platelets.. so friday morning they took some blood again and lunch time, they said that I can go home already, because I already have 240 platelets.. I felt so happy... and that afternoon, after my doctor checked me, they already took out my dextrose and 5pm I finally got home :)

It was a very painful and scary experience yet... it's still an experience and I thank God for giving me another chance to live. This is my 3rd life already,,, hehe... I also want to thank all the people who prayed and visited for me.. I appreciated it wholeheartedly :)

Here are the list of the nems who visited me:

Ate Marchelle;Pauline;Nina,Tita Bok; Jayson Villeza, Niko, Herson, Bernice, Hazel, Jesa, Sharra, Nathalie, Junabel, Larra, Abby,Ayen, Jam, JB, Jad, Que, mom of mae, Marlowe,Ruzzel, Kevin Mendoza, Sarah, Ernest...

for those who texted because they weren't able to come:

Athena, Stephen, Jorrelle, Mr. Secret, Marie,Aimee, Kim, Bhez, Ate Liza, John, Wendl, Dyan,tita Aileen, Tito james, Tito Gigi, Mama(Lola)....
Thank you very much for your care and much more for your prayers :)

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7:22 PM

♥ Saturday, November 21, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

Hey, are you a guy? If you are..then I think this article is applicable to you.. more especially if your loving a special girl right now and she is very important with you that you don't want to hurt her, make her cry, make her sad as long as you can.. and more importantly you don't want to lose her...I know sometimes you tend to be bizaare and bewildered with us girls...that's why I've decided to put up an article about some tips for guys on how to haandle your special and delicate girls..
Do's and Dont's of a guy for a girl:

Do's: (honestly, do's are just easily to be done by anyone)

1. Be sweet- majority of the girls has the nature of sweetness thus they really love the people who are very sweet. This has the biggest contribution on what makes the start of love which is the "kilig factor".

2. Be appreciative- Sine it's the nature of the girls to be sweet, they always try to do things that can make the guys they love happy, touched, or overwhelmed in their own ways.. FYI: not only boys are doing their efforts.

3. Be sensitive- Girls are secretive and mysterious. It is not their habit to easily show or tell what they really feel or what they want to say. Take note of this: With their almost every word, or action, there are meanings behind it...Always try to Read Beyond The Lines....

4. Be yourself- They don't like "plastic guys" trying to impress to much the girl,, trying to be someone else.. but when they are with others, guala! it is not the real them pala... If the girl really love you,..whoever you are even if you are "kokey", she will accept and love you whole-heartedly.

5. Be familiarize and let her familiarize- Do not simple know her friends but befriend with them. As much as possible, it is also the best if you will take the effort of visiting her home and introdyce yourself to her family..This is the best shot you can give to her..A million point! and also on the other way around for the girl..let her know your friends and your family...

PS: If you can't do this, you can make her feel that you

6. Be balance- Give her time... even if you are in your most busy day.. A goodmorning when you wake up or a goodnight before you sleep can already do... Just let her know that you are really a busy bee that day/days..

Don'ts...(The hard part for guys)

First..Don't take advantage on girls..especially if you feel that she also loves you extremely..some may not be as extreme as you do to her but you should give importance to the love she gives to you. Let her feel that you are mutual with your feelings because that's the truth right? there sort of guys out there kasi that are "pakipot" in terms.. or they tend to make the girl do more effort or act like it's just nothing with them.

Remember: Girls are sweet and lovable...very showy..but also delicate..

Second, Oh please, don't be fond of making her jealous...We understand that the feeling of someone that is jealous for you is good..you can really feel that she doesn't want to lose you..and yeah, it is also good to make us jealous sometimes in order to make our love more extreme but it is NOT a good habit.. Sometimes is fine but always and worst..consecutive...is a big no no... We all have our own boiling point and one of the most weaknesses of girls is jealousy..

Third: Don't make some moves with girls that is uneasy for them.. If you know that she does'n want intimate moves, don't force her... RESPECT...

Fourth= Don't push yourself hard.. Do not try to impress her so much that you already look awkward with it.. It will just be a turn off..

Fifth,,, If you have a fight or a problem, it's time to break your walls of pride.. Don't lengthen the time you are not okey with each other.. Don't let another sunrise will come and yet your not talking. Always make it a point that you already resolve the problem..
! Exemption: It is not always the guys who have sinned...

Sixth/ When you are together, make sure you put your attention to her and she also gives her attention.. A date without your mutual attention is NON-SENSE.. like for an instance, an attractive girl walked infront of you and your eyes tend to follow that...Oh.....tsk tsk tsk..

----> Guys, you know the song nroken strings?
"you can't play on broken strings, you can't feel anythin, that your heart DON'T want to feel.. I can't tell you something that ain't real... Well, the truth hurts and LIES WORST.. How can I give anymore..When I love you a little less.. than before...

-This song, may be the song that the girl you love most will dedicate to you in a matter of time if you keep on doing the things that shouldn't be... and maybe...just maybe...you might wake-up one morning that you are able to realize that the person that makes your life is already gone.... by your carelessness.... It hurts a lot...but true...

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6:22 PM

♥ Thursday, November 5, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

"OO nga naman..Tama..Bakit hindi ko naisip yun?!?" - mga salitang naiisip natin kapag may mga tao tayong nakakausap na nagkataong may nasasabi silang linya na tila nagbibigay inspirasyon sa atin o nagbibigay epekto sa ating mga utak upang ito'y magproseso at marealize natin ang mga bagay bagay dito sa mundong reyalidad. Hindi ba't napakalakas ng impluwensya ng lahat ng nakapaligid sa atin? Lalo na't kung ang taong nagsabi sayo ay itunuturing mong isang kahanga-hanga na ang iyong tingin sa kanya ay napakataas, hindi imposibleng ika'y maniwala at sa ilang segundo lang ay maging iyong paniniwala na rin, tama?....
"Aww..nakakatouch naman..wow, sana lahat ng tao katulad mo...hay, grabe nakakatuwa naman..wow! Hindi ko alam kung paano ko masusuklian yan!"- Ilan lang yan sa mga katagang iyong masasabi, mararamdaman o maiisip kapag may taong nagsabi sayo ng mga linyang nakakadampi ng iyong puso, mga linyang kadalasang pinapangalooban ng mga pangako.. Sa mga ganyang pagkakataon, hindi natin maiwasan na matuwa, ma-touch, at higit sa lahat maniwala...Napakasarap naman kasing paniwalaan at damdamin ng mga pangungusap na katulad ng "andito lang ako palagi sa tabi mo, iwanan ka man niya, wag kang mag-alala dahil andito pa din ako, lagi mo akong maasahan, kung may poblema ka sabihin mo lang sa kin tutulungan kita palagi, hindi kita iiwanan,parang kapatid na kaya kita, ikaw ang bunso ko kaya wag kang mag-alala, lahat ng mang-away sau, sumbong mo sa kin ako bahala"..Hay..napakasarap tanggapin ng mga ganyang salita na ibinibitaw sa iyong harapan o maging sa text man lamang o kahit comment lang sa facebook o friendster diba? isama pa natin ang emails and chat... But do all of this lasts? maybe sometimes words are just meant to say but not to be done... By reading this article, you may thing na I'm totally a negative person..that it's hard for me to trust anyone..well actually, your wrong.. I am definitely an optimistic and bubbly person...I am pretty sure that your having a hard time to believe me now because if a reader will reflect in this article of mine without the author's definition about herself, he/she may think that the author is somewhat negative thinker,somehow.."galit sa mundo"/"Nega"...right? but to tell you honestly I just happen to make this to express what I feel inside of me..why? Because, this is what I do whenever I don't have the courage to tell someone what I feel for him/her (problem). I encountered a person kasi that I thought he was true with his words (not about love/not even a suitor, okey? hehe). He's a friend of mine and I even treated him as my bestfriend, as my kuya,and as my father but then he made me feel that everything that was done and said before were all just LIES... It hurts...but need to accept... I tried to understand the immediate chenge that happened to us like before, I can tell him all my problems, or talk with him with any topic, laugh with him, study with him and he even teaches me and then with just a snap...all of our closeness was ended..everytime we see each other now..it's just a hi-hello-goodbye conversation...melancholy is what I felt,moreover unfortunately I can;t do anything but to accept,..adjust,..and move-on, because of a certain reason I think he had why he suddenly became aloof with me.... A reason that is another person is involved which is I know from the very start is more important thatn me but please take note, it's not an issue with me if she is more important than I do because it should be talaga...basta, I can't say it here completely..ayun.. What i wish, hope and pray lang kasi sana... tinupad nya yung mga sinabi niya sa kin dati because now he's action of doint NOTHING with me is what hurts me a lot...Maybe some may comment or tell me that I should talk to him in order for this to be fixed but believe me, it can't be...and it would be better if I will just let this all happen...and I just need to learn step by step to live better without him. Anyway, we will definitely learn something from all experiences even bad or good ones..And with this good and then became bad experience of mine made me learn that not all words shoud be fed up wholeheartedly, we need to accept the fact that in reality not all forever words are realy for forever..because if you will always do..I would gradually wounded your heart...However, if you were already wounded, don't make it bleed more...what you should do, is learn to accept then find other ways or things that may heal your heart or make it more better...You know what, if a new person is willing to come along and enter your heart, oh please, don't try to prohibit that person and reason out that you will be hurt again...what's the explanation?? Don't be afraid of trying because if your too afraid of getting into the pool you will never ever learn how to swim and save yourself from a drowning ship if ever it happens...got it?? Always remember this by heart: Everything that happens to us, good or bad, God always has his reason and it is for the betterment of our lives..^^,

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12:06 AM

♥ Saturday, October 3, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

I was in bafflement when I heard the word self-actualization thus I have read some theories and definitions of it. Majority thought that self-actualization is the same with personal growth but they are different. Personal growth is the process of expanding our horizons, improving ourselves, learning, etc. while self-actualization is both a “destination” and a process. Personal growth is just a fundamental element of self-actualization. And so, I have come up with four words associated to it inspired by the theory of Maslow. Self-actualization is bounded by acceptance to contentment to happiness to success. It’s like I could imagine a palace that is bounded by walls around it. The outermost wall is the acceptance proceeded by the contentment then to happiness and the last one is success before one can come through the palace which is the self-actualization.
In our road of life, there is always uncertainty and inequality which is acceptance is what we greatly need for all of these. Acceptance that we all have different fortune in life, that some are born with a silver spoon and some don’t , that some may look so happy while some look heaped up with challenges. These are just some of the examples that the painful reality of life has but we must learn to look life on the other way around. We must learn to appreciate from the most little thing that makes you happy. And this must be provided by its partner which is positive thinking. We must always hope even to the hopeless, as the bible says “For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven”. We must take all our trials and use it as our motivation to make ourselves stronger. And try to realize that the reason why people tend to count their problems than their blessings is because it is easier since it is fewer than the blessings that they receive in every second of their life. As you accept that there are things that may not flow in your own river, you may arrive to contentment. We must always understand and analyze our own selves in order for us to determine what we need. Indeed, we have the same basic needs like food, water, shelter, clothes, etc. but there is a level for every one of us on how much do we need in each of these. Some may want more than they need while some are “contented” for what is enough for them.
Being contented with what you have can lead you to happiness. Happiness is a very broad word. It has indefinite meanings because it would mean differently in every person. Finding happiness is like finding yourself. You don’t really find it but you make it. You choose your own happiness. It is always allied to self-actualization as the process of discovering who you are, who you want to be and paving the way to happiness by doing what brings YOU the most meaning and contentment to your life over the long run. In life, little things really do count. You might be tempted to dismiss them, but they are the seeds of daily joy that grow up into the garden of your life. Not all little things are good, but yours can be ... if you are willing to make a little extra effort.
I can still remember my childhood years, I am always one of the people who are very busy when there are special days like Christmas, birthdays, grandparent’s day, valentine’s day, and all others. Why? because I always give a lot of effort in doing my own way to celebrate it. Since I have no money yet, I try to find some things I can still reuse for my crafts and give it as a gift. I also make greeting cards and sometimes I also serve them… and you know what, it brings me a lot of joy doing those. Though I’m still young my source of happiness is already by making others happy in my own little way. I am happy to see how they appreciate my crafts and their smiles that are painted on their faces when they read my letters for them. This only means that you can fill someone's day with joy just by making that same little effort. I shared this story of mine because often, we define life painful because we see tears, not the smiles. Definitely, I am blessed having my family, lots of friends and people who truly care for me but I also believe that what we reap is what we sow. So, what are you sowing? Are you sowing seeds of happiness in your garden of life? But in a simpler question, do you share your happiness? With the right seeds and a little extra effort, you may find more happy flowers in your garden of life than angry insects. And of course, we must not forget the magic word “Thank God” for all of it. You may tell to yourself that “I wish I could be a kid again that has no problems but my toys” in times that you feel so restless and dumped with too much dilemma, right? Well, that’s life, “the survival of the fittest”. One must learn their own survival techniques for him to achieve true happiness and live his life to the fullest.
“Success is achieved when you already attained your true happiness” that’s my perception in being successful. Perhaps, for others, being successful is having everything: family, friends, and “money” but for me it’s within yourself, when you already attain your true happiness, already contented, moreover you are willing to share your blessings and finally give time to thank the most responsible one for all your accomplishment which is God and serve him. Remember, money is a universal provider for everything but NOT true happiness and a passport to everywhere but NEVER in heaven. More especially money can never be a basis on how successful a person is.
Now, if you already surpass the four walls of self-actualization palace, you can now enter and can call yourself a self-actualized person. Life is like a race, the only difference is that you don’t have opponent, the people around you are just also taking their own races. Don’t mind them if they run faster than you do, it is better to be slower like a turtle and appreciate every little thing that life is giving you than being a fast runner like a rabbit and appreciate nothing at all. They say that in order to achieve self-actualization, one must realize the potential he or she is born with and I believe that everyone has the potential to accept, be contented, be happy and be successful in their own ways. Self-actualization doesn’t have a constant rule for us to obey in order to achieve it. Getting to your destination lies on your hands on how you would define and take it. Life is hard for others because they see the obstacles and not their goals. It is the way we look at things that makes this world worthwhile, not our judgment.

---------Just wanna share it with you guys,hehe...At least I was able to post again after a long long time...hehe, hope you found some lessons in my paper ^^

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9:25 PM

♥ Monday, May 25, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

My AYF-NDA Family

Hi Everyone! Our big day already happened, aww... I miss them so much! Now I'm very proud to show to you who are they:)

Okey, let's start with our choreographer. His name is Kuya Herbert. He's an excellent choreographer for me because he tend to make us all a good dancer, singer, or even actors/actresses. In him I learned so much. I like the way he hold his group, his way of giving us dance class before we start our practice. He's very kind and humorous that's why our rehearsals are fun though sometimes he gets mad, it's nothing compare to his kindess and humor. Thanks for the knowledge and fun you shared with us ;) Hope to see you again next year. :D
Next is one of his comrade in teaching us for our production...is Kuya Al! well, he always sleep, JOKE! haha! it just so happen na yan yung nakuhang pic. sa kanya, hehe. I think the best word that would describe him is SMILE cos he always smile. Everytime he leads us in stretching he keeps on smiling even in teaching steps..nakakatuwa, hehe. He's very very nice. I won't forget about him..point you toes, and "flex"(spread? joke! peace tayo kuya Al, hehe) go down, and RECOVER UP! hehe.
Here's Ate Fetchie (I'm not sure if I spelled her name right., hehe) If you will see her body, it's very nice! Her muscles are firm because she's a ballet dancer. Her body is very flexible. You know what, while we were in the dressing room, we knew a secret from her, she has a nice tummy, because of her abs. She was also the one who put make-up on me on our Big day that's why I was also in the picture, hehe. We had a bonding moment with her at the dressing room. Thanks ate Fetch!
Kuya Marco is the name of this guy right here. He's with ate Marchelle in the picture. Well, as you look at him there his a funny guy, has a sense of humor also. The first time I saw him, I thought he was a serious one but I was definitely wrong, hehe. He's also an awardee at AYF way way way back batch 99 hehe. Now, he's working at the RCBC plaza which holds the AYF. Nice diba, he's also handome..nakz! hehe. He has a great voice, he's smart and so galing! haha! He's always there in our rehearsals managing our food and drinks. I'll never forget his sneeze na sobrang tinatawanan ni Cha cha, hahaha! Thanks for taking care of us Kuya Marco! ay! pahabol lang...PS: favorite niya choc nut..I almost forget to include it good thing I remember..hehe..

My Mommy Marchelle is next! Here is she just beside me. I owe so much to her because kung di niya ko pinilit to join the production I will miss all these experiences. Thank you thank you mommy! she's my mom at AY, she took care of me there. She was the one who introduced me the AYF family. She has an excellent voice..grabe, ang taas! hehe.. She's very very nice. Labs ko yan! So I won't reveal her secrets here, hehe. Clue na lng in one of her secrets...She has a love team at AYF...a itago na lng natin sa nameshung na...Nido? haha! wag ka magagalit mommy aa:) She's also my schoolmate..We're both an awardee from Southernside Montessori School..She's an awardee batch '08. Labyu Mommy! :D

My munchkin Parents at AYF! Ang sweet nila dun sa pic,ryt? hehe Beside mommy Marchelle is Daddy munchkin also known as Kuya Gerald. He's a great guy. Imagine, While our rehearsal days, he has summer classes but still he did it all. Sometimes in our water/lunch/snack break , I can see him studyng or answering some things... I can see to him how he wants to join in AYF Productions and his eagerness is wow! hehe...What more I know about him? His also a UST student as almost everyone does in our AYF family, taking up social science I think? so, that's all for him, thanks for being my daddy, (inangkin lang kasi niya ako eh hehehe).

My Grandmama! The one who's wearing a headband. She is also called Ate Anna by others but for me, I call her grandmama/grandmade!(british accent,haha). She's a very nice person but ang taray niya nung nag open forum kami "wag kayong selfish!" tarush! hehe...taray ng lola ko! pero beautiful yan, hehe..

This is my Tita at my AYF family...Tita Marie, Some call her Marie. She was the one who fixed my hair at the big day, nice curls, ryt? hehe... Thanks tita marie:D Anyway she's a very funny girl. Dami alam ee, very talented hehe.. She has a nice voice also and she can dance, more than that she's very good in acting, in fact, she can immitate "kampanerang kuba" hehe nakakatuwa, she has a very good sense of humor. She can make us laugh all day long! What can't I forget abou her? "Bull" change and the kampanera, hehe peace tayo Marie ;).. She's an awardee batch'09.

NIce pic Hazel! hehe, Hazel is her name. She's my sister in my AYF family. She was adopted by mommy Marchelle..yey! I have a sister na hehe.. She's a hip hop dancer, favorite drink nya...ONE tea, It was proven by the picture naman diba, hehe..She's very friendle and noisy? joke! hehe... Masaya lang siya talaga kausap, makulit din kasi hehe...

Here's Kuya Paolo and ate Donita.. Let's start with Kuya Paolo.. I like the way he make people laugh and the way he narrates his stories and experiences especially when he is with Ate Nadine, hehe. I also like the way he dress. For me he's fashionable. He has a great taste with clothes and shoes. He celebrated his birthday with us, sarap ng bbq..hehe.. I'll miss his laughs and jokes.

With Ate Donita naman, we kept so many secrets while participating in our rehearsals... Dami na kasi namin napagkwentihan hehe. Sa min na lng yun hehe... She was also called ate Babagee...(I'm also not sure with the spelling, hehe.. She is one of the poeple who helped me when I felt down in one of our rehearsals, tnx for that Ate Donita :)

JODINE!!! I'm a #1 fan of JODINE...What is it? It's a fans club of the love team of Kuya Joshua and Ate Nadine..wee, may chemistry sila diba, hehe.. Sana nga magkatuluyan sila in the furure hehe, pano, they're very close with each other that's why kinikilig kami lahat sa kanilang dalawa. Let's start with the girl, like I said a while ago her name is Ate Nadine, What I like best about her is her very beautiful eyes and malambing na boses. I also like her character of being jolly. The first time I saw her, natakot ako sa kanya, hehe...But the time I bonded with her behind the curtains of the stage, sharing stories with each other, I felt so happy, sa wakas I mingled with her na and it's fun talking with her, makinig ka lang sa mga kwento niya happy ka na, hehe... Same with Kuya Joshua kaya bagay na bagay sila, super kulit niyan, he doesn't like calling him Dennis Trillo, pano kamuka nya kasi..asus, but deep inside ata he likes it, hehe, joke! He's also a funny guy and has a good voice, actually he played the character of Sam, the husband of Donna, in our production. He's also handsome, ayee, basta all I can say to them is bagay na bagay sila! hehe....

Next...is Kuya Ron,with Ate Nadine and Kuya Paolo in the pic. I admit, like Ate Nadine the first time I saw him, natakot ako sa kanya..I thought he's mataray pero di naman pala, hehe. You know what, I can see him the image of a great leader :) He's very good in leading people lalo na nung wala pa ung mga nagtuturo sa amin, madali niya din kami na-manage and when we struggled in our rehearsal one time, he was there to talk and fix it..:)

In these picture from left to right (facing your monitor) Kuya Marck, Ate Donita, Ate Marchelle and Kuya JP.

Kuya Marck, is the first person which is an 08 awardee I comfortably talked with, the first time I went to RCBC Plaza. Our topic helped in talking with him that way..What's the topic? secret...ayoko magalit sa kin si Kuya Marck, bati kami, hehe...Clue na lang ulit juz like ate with ate Marchelle..itago na lang natin sa nameshung na "Pink headband with matching pink blouse inside of a black sweater" hehehe... He's super mabait and patient :) On the other side...

Kuya JP...I like the face of Kuya JP because everytime I look at him I never had a negative impression..his face looks so innocent :) but that's true naman ee proven with what he shows in us. He's very nice :)

On my left side, her name is Belinda but afterwards we call him BJ, hehe..If I'm not mistaken, Kuya Paolo was the one who gave that nick name to her. She's bubbly and kind girl. She played the role of one of the friends of Sophie in our production and she did a great job! :) Nice BJ! hehe, she also has a talent in singing:) She's a great friend, that's all I can say:)

This is Paul, batch '08 awardee of AYF... Emo daw siya, hehe... I can't say the word that they use to tease him because one of the secrets here will be revealed, hehe. Basta even if he's an emo or not, he's very kind ang fun to talk with, pasaway lagi nya kami pinapatawa ni Ate Donita whenever we are running the money money song since magkakatabi tabi kaming tatlo hehe... Sana magkaron na siya ng strength kay..._ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _...un na! haha!

Debbie is her name, the cute girl who hosted our Big day. She was suppose to perform with us but unfortunately they're family had a vacation out of the country so she wasn't able to have rehearsals with us that's why she decided to take the host. She's simple yet gorgeous and quiet type of person.

MIggy, Miggy, Miggy, is his name hehe... The rich boy whom we teach how to commute from Muntinlupa to UP Diliman,hehe.. But even though He's a rich boy, he's very humble and not maarte. Being with him is fun. He's the la sallian guy whom I always fight with...My mortal enemy, haha! joke lang.. He's the guy na lagi kong kaasaran kasi lagi nya kong inaapi, huhu, "di kita ninigyan ng lolipop ko" ganyan kami mag-away, oh diba, ang mature namin hehe.. seriously he's a relly great friend you'll not be shy approaching him coz he's very friendly..Marunong din pala siya manghula ng lovelife using cards, nice diba, totoo naman kaya? makipag-away din ba dito? hehe, joke lang... Sana matuloy na yung pagpapahula ko sa kanya, tagal ko na request yun sa kanya ee hehe...

Miggy again?!? nu ba yan?!! hehe joke lang Miggy, In this picture We'll talk about Ate Brie (not sure again If I spelled correctly her name hehe) Obviously she's on the left side coz she's the only girl there, hehe.. Ate Brie is A very beautiful girl, well proven by the picture right? hehe, Most especially on our Big Day, grabe, so Pretty! hehe.. She's also a great dancer, nakakatuwa siya panuorin sumayaw very graceful. In fact, she played the role of one of Donna's friend in our Production. She's also friendle, kind and very approachable, wow! parang perfectly described noh, hehe...Actually she also looks like Miggy, if you don't know them both you would think they're siblings,,,but not, hehe

Now, let's move on to the other side of Miggy which is Jayvy, the last man standing in batch '09 awardee who joined the production, hehe.. What almost everyone liked about him? I think his smile because of his dimples,..kitang kita naman sa pic diba, hehe..He was my partner in our mamma mia number, Thanks for lifting me though I'm heavy hehe...

This is Kuya Jm, with my mommy Marchelle. His also nice with everyone. There was just one time that he's not on the good trip but still he just remain quiet, and after that day that was already nothing to us, Happy happy na ulit hehe. He's also fun to be with kaya nga super saya ng AYF becoz many of us are fun to be with, haha!

This is Ange, the one who played the role of Sophie in our production.. You know what, she has a great voice! She almost achieve the voice of real Sophie in the Mamma mia movie, hehe...She's a sweet girl but sorry guys she's taken already hehehe....

She is Karina. How pretty she is, right? hehe..Just like Ate Brie, she's a graceful dancer that's why Kuya Herbert likes her to participate always in our numbers and it's all worth it working with her. She has a nice body and sense of style. She has a great voice too ;)

Ate Jearisse here! She is the first awardee I knew at AY because Ate Marchelle and I was with her in going to Makati on my first visit there. She was our tour guide haha! She tought me how to go there and luckily I did it alone on succeding days, thanks to her! and also to Ate Marchelle. She's a nice person and has a colorful lovelife! nakz! haha! that's all I know about her, hehe

Ate Ayen is her name..What I admire about her is that she is very eager in everything she does.No matter what obstacle she face as long as she has a way to achieve it, she'll do it..That's how I see her:)

Elai is the name of this girl. She's also an '09 awardee. Muntik na siyang hindi makasayaw sa Big day because her class started May 20, and our Big day was May 21 buti na lang nakasayaw pa din siya hehe... She's a nice girl and has a mahinhin voice.

Bianca, the girl beside Ate Nadine. At first, I thought I will not have the opportunity to bond with her but still I had my chance. day bfore the big day, we bonded togethet coz that was the first time I talked with her with more jokes than ever hehe. and it's fun talking with her. She's a bit quiet type of person din kasi.

Michelle is on our way! Wow, what can I say, She has an amazing voice! She played the role of Donna in our production. You should see her sing. She's my first '09 friend in AY..Pano, taga Muntinlupa din pala, hehe..She came from MNHS.. I did not expect that I will be having a friend from the section we competed with at a sabayang pagbigkas competition held in our barangay. Nakakatuwa lang becoz though we both found out that we were enemies that time we both decided to just forget about it, hehe..She's a very nice friend! promise :D I'm having a great time talking with her:D

The G-5 Girls! (Glorietta 5 girls) why did we call our group like that? It's a long story and can't tell it here coz there's a word I don't wanna mention it here, hehe... G-5 girls consists of only 3 girls. (starting from the left) Mea, the one who's wearing Blue shirt, Me, and Cha cha.

Let's start with Mea..She's 16 yrs. old right now. batch '09 awardee from St. Paul College Paranaque. Now, she'll be studying at Ateneo de Manila University!! with a course of Medicine,great,ryt? She's very smart and talented. She's a good dancer and a singer. At first I thought we can't be friends. I thought I would be having a hard time getting along with her but I was absolutely wrong! We became close and imagine we are now in a "tropa of 3" hehe. I also would like to give credits with her ad expressing my gratitude in helping me to complete my post in my blog. Some of the pictures here were courtesy of her and some were also cropped by her. She's a big help for me! Thank you very much Mea!

Next! Next! is ME! My name is Jana, the author of this blog. Batch '09 awardee from Southernside Montessori School. Now, I'm 16 yrs. old , I'll be studying at Colegio San Juan De Letran with a course of BS Psychology. Actually I'm always having a hard time describing myself..All I can say is I'm a very simple girl but with deep characteristic.

Okey, Cha cha is on our way! She's also 16 yrs. old. Also a batch'09 awardee from . She'll be studying at Far Eastern University with a course of Nursing. She's a jolly, bubbly girl...very happy?!? hehe..Really, she's very cheerful, very fun to talk with, hehe... You'll be loving to talk with her coz it's easy to make har happy and laugh that's why we love this girl so much! hehe, NIce Cha, ayee, hehe..

~ This is my AYF Family, I'm very very pruod of them.. I love and miss them so much! I hope in the next year production we will still be complete and we'll just have additional members :) I will never ever forget each one of them, Thanks for all the memories guys! Thanks for sharing your laughters, jokes, or even problems with me..I'll treasure every moment I spent with all of you!

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♥ Wednesday, May 20, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

You know what.. as my age gets older I realized that what the "grown ups" always say to a child or even to a young adult...like "you're still young to know everything" or "papunta ka pa lang, pabalik na ako" is absolutely a fact! As I started to get old and continue to achieve the first age of a supreme teenager which is 18.. I had incalcated in my mind and in my heart so many things about the reality of life. As you go on with it don't pull yourself backward..Don't be afraid of what's waiting there at the facade of your path but instead..be strong, excited, confident, and most especially.. always be observant in everything that happens in your surroundings, you need it, PROMISE! and do all of these with God :D Always take the step forward but sometimes in some part of it don't forget to look back coz you'll be needing it also.

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♥ Tuesday, May 12, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

Hi everyone! well, as you can see my blog is currently not that updated as always..haha! I'm sorry coz right now I'm a bit busy with our rehearsals at Makati. I'm always out of the house but I'll make sure that after those rehearsals and we already presented it I'll update my blog. I'll post here what happened in our big day and our practices. It's really fun in our rehearsal. I met so many friends. Well, if I'll have a time to post here even before our rehearsals are done I'll do it, promise! haha! I'm so happy that I didn't achieve boredome this vacation because of that. For the new bloggers who visited my account, please post something to my chatbox so I can exchange links with you, if it's fine :D thanks!

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